Imagination's Girl.

I'm often thinking of random things, and this is what my grey matter decided to come up with, for no rhyme or reason! Yes, I tend to do a lot of mind blabber.
Sigh!

Who's that girl, with the large, glossy black eyes?
Her hair a deep coffee brown, shaped and long, highlighting her pretty face.
Dressed in black, she looks like an average teen, but look closer, she carries a crown of thorns.
Despite this her lips twist into an angelic smile.
Her hands seem rough, but elegant.
She wears the pride of a survivor.
The confidence of a pageant queen.
The hurt of a mother who lost her child.
And the knowledge of the saints of the Himalayas.
So young, you may wonder. Yes, life treated her differently!
It made her heart like a soldier. Always protected with high walls.
She says she feels no pain, but the eyes don't deceive.
She holds onto memories, like a child and her favorite blanket.
Who she is, we'll never know. But she's out there, somewhere, shaping her destiny!

*gets reflective*

Confession?

So we all have those completely moody and nostalgic days, where reminiscence is our only medium of solace! (Wow! i sound like some really old old philosopher!) Today seems to be one of those days for me!
I have a little confession to make.
It's difficult to confess mistakes. It's difficult to stand and say that you were wrong, no matter how much you rationalize only to convince yourself about the bitter truth! But, at the end of the day, we sleep with our own conscience! (Now I'm convinced I sound like a philosopher! :/ )

Here's to one of my closest friends..
Probably i was wrong for letting you go, but you should've held me back.
I was wrong for pushing you aside so as to keep my priorities in place, but I now realize how much you mean to me.
I was wrong for not forgiving you, when you reacted in the most obvious way, but i was hurt and taken over my emotions.
I was wrong when I said i didn't want to talk to you, but you knew i still loved you, and the only person I needed was you.
I was wrong when I said you're always at fault, but I'm human too!

I am pretty much misunderstood. I also have those frustrating days where I vent out my frustration by making small things big, and getting even more frustrated. (How typical!)
But there's one thing I want you to remember, you will always be one of my bestest friends, no matter where life takes us, cause you were always there for me! :)

And..thus ends my today's dose of cheesiness. :S